You're an awesome person. One of the most intelligent people i've ever seen. You're resilent and extrodinary. You can make some choices that arent that smart sometimes, but you are nothing less than outstanding, Alayna.
Thank you for your kind message. Maybe some day I’ll believe those things. Id love to know who this was
I go back and forth between believing that I deserve this emotional abuse, and that I shouldn’t feel bad for making the decision I did and should allow myself to move on.
Tonight, I agree with the first one. I’m a terrible person and there’s no hope.
I know you’d like me more if I could properly act like myself, but I’m shy and it’s hard