You're an awesome person. One of the most intelligent people i've ever seen. You're resilent and extrodinary. You can make some choices that arent that smart sometimes, but you are nothing less than outstanding, Alayna.

Thank you for your kind message. Maybe some day I’ll believe those things. Id love to know who this was

I go back and forth between believing that I deserve this emotional abuse, and that I shouldn’t feel bad for making the decision I did and should allow myself to move on.

Tonight, I agree with the first one. I’m a terrible person and there’s no hope.

"The sun stopped shining for me is all. The whole story is: I am sad. I am sad all the time and the sadness is so heavy that I can’t get away from it. Not ever."

Nina LaCour, Hold Still (via larmoyante)

(via irisvixen)

"When I’m hurt, I shut down. I turn into a total sarcastic bitch. I shut off my emotions, and act indifferent towards everything even though it might be killing me inside."

And I’m sorry (via fl0wershower)

Not exactly but close

(via lunabriluna)

(Source: these-fading-scars, via irisvixen)

I know you’d like me more if I could properly act like myself, but I’m shy and it’s hard

"I feel nothing
I feel everything.
I don’t know which is worse."

2 am thoughts (via brokenboob)

(via cremebaunilha)